You know when you wake up in a generally bad mood, then throughout the day every little thing bugs you, and you either feel like bursting into tears or screaming into a pillow? I was basically on my last nerve all this morning and this afternoon. Even tiny insignificant things were threatening to make me break down into tears, and to be honest all I felt like doing was curling up in foetal position on my bed and just being alone.
Despite that my mom and I went out shopping for an hour or two. It was a bit disappointing, I didn't see much I really wanted to buy, until I went into Topshop where of course I wanted everything, haha. I took into the changing rooms a couple of sizes of these brown jeans I've wanted for ever, thinking I'd treat myself as they were pretty expensive.
Everything more or less went downhill from there. I usually fit a UK size 8 (US size 4), but the 8s in the brown jeans made my thighs look absolutely huge, I could have cried. The 10s weren't much better, they were big enough but completely the wrong fit for my shape. I would have been upset anyway but I think today was my definite low point for the time of the month, heh.
Food wise... don't even go there. I've definitely got my 5 a day, anyway - broccoli, peas, cabbage and carrots in my lunch and a banana and orange juice later on. Add to that cereal, two potatoes, a Yorkshire pudding, some chicken, some Haribo sweets and what I'm pretty sure was about a kilo of chocolate and you have around a million calories. *facepalm*
I managed to get out of dinner though, I just told my mom I felt like eating a lot of chocolate and she surprisingly relented, haha. I'm going to try to not eat dinner for the rest of the week and see what kind of results I get.
What are your plans for Valentine's Day tomorrow? I personally haven't got anything lined up this year, but I hope you all have a great day. Sending you all skinnies, thank you for following and all your sweet comments. xx
Clothes shopping always makes me depressed, especially when I find out that I can no longer fit into what I used too. Everyone has those bad days once in a while- and those bad days almost always end in larger-than-necessary quantities of food. I hope the rest of your week goes really well and your days are much better ♥
ReplyDeleteI hate clothes shopping! & We all have our days, especially the bad ones. I hope you're feeling better & that you stay strong the rest of the week, you can do it. Stay strong, xo A. <3
ReplyDeleteah topshop....the bane of my financial existence!
ReplyDeletei have those days too, usually right before i get my period because i'm super emotional and anything can tip me over the edge. at least you can look forward to your days not being as bad as that!
xx
Boyfriend and I are going to see a movie tomorrow,and I talked him out of dinner because of my waning appetite. He relented, plus, he'll probably eat something before we go anyway. If I am hungry tomorrow, we can go eat, but I kind of doubt I will be lol.
ReplyDeleteYou can definitely do this! you're strong, and skipping dinner isn't really that difficult as long as you don't have to hide it from anybody.
Stay Strong =]
xoxo
Everything sucks, vday, jeans. Bleh. Keep strong dear, I am sending you skinnies! ps. thought I was following you before, I'm such a geek.
ReplyDeletei HATE clothes shopping! It's so depressing when I think i'm one size, try it on, only to find out its too small :(
ReplyDeleteSigh. nd dont worry, I've binged today :( it didn't help that my friend gave me a box of choc that i scoffed!
YUCK. GROSS.
Sigh.
Toni
xx
I can't remember the last time I tried jeans and felt good in them. UGH
ReplyDeleteStay strong and beautiful sweetie <3
Valentine's should be named 'Single Awareness Day' for what I care!!